Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Saturday, October 17, 2009
11:14 AM

it been vlong no time to post a blog.. i start work at les bouchons cht on june.. not bad place to work after so long.. place n colleg all v nice..
work so long haven save any money yet don kn wher those $$ go after 3wk of e mth..

on e april i got a DEAR=zhupo v care n concern me. we been vclose i vcare, concern love worry for her alots.. every morning i must see her msg to kp myself for e whole day. our 1st2nd3rd4th5th6th mths together altho she didnt say anything but i still v cherish this 9th of everymth. i alys hope could by her side every moment.

tkcr of her
made her happy
sees she happy smiling
enjoy herself

by all this worth i do anything for her.

i kn i shldn't have like u at e 1st place yet everything are aldy beyond control. i look back and see our memories n msgs all this there sure a meaning for it. i cant think that u don have any feeling for me. i ever wan give up is U didnt let me give up on U. and we stayed so long. my nonsense n crap n temper only U can tak it. our promisie would u break it ''forever DEAR''.. i ever wan let go, im heartache but seeing u happy i willing. zhupo do u really leaving? no matter wher u are must be happy smiling.

no matter wat u say or done u still e 1 i care n love zhupo u alys stay in my heart, soul.
No matter wat ''i will kp my promise im alys yr DEAR never leave''..
tkcr yrself don tired yrself alys..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, June 18, 2009
10:45 AM

im been busy n tired of bored life... loll com spoilt for mths.. using my aunty com..:) june i got a full time job recomm by jelly, at chinatown french restau... getting well not that busy but just don have e fun as like ph.. loll

happys~ got a DEAR by myside always...
scandal,qing ren,lover,monster,camel,ger frenzz,bud...
june ph got a celeb i cant join as i end work late.. heard that i been praised.. i don kn that on 30april i serve a mystery guests they are from swensons n ph compare agency... i got very high full score than swensons HV... really didnt expected i serve them... i have work ph for 4year alred... i e staff that hav work so long even that time (work force) wanna find me for interview but i was busy so got some1 replace me..

sad~ 1 of ph staff pass away bike accident firah 20... she a vgood frens n colleg, she will always be rmb by all of us... miss U always...

prob with bro n frenz... if theres no 1 wan to care i also wont bother.. dont blame me or whoever wat e outcome...

mini knowing u are attach. i really feel sad but however i still hope u find yr happiness n ever lasting.. e best of e bests.. love n miss..

still carry on with my life..:))

happy or sad still have to go on( e motto of e day)

cedric anlene quit img.. no 1 will so good but blur at time like him.. hahaa

end here...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, May 22, 2009
8:50 PM

everyday got so many thing happen.. high n low = happy n sad... loll just kp myself busy busy.. cant get in to sch this years so probably have to wait till next year..=~!!:((

on de 3rd wk of may 20-23 suppose work jp anlene 9-9pm. on 1st day got love 972 dj jeff came for anlene rdshow competition.. so got all anlene clients n img staffs came down at 8am set up... end till 10am all leave.. so i n nurse vivien work till 8.30 kp up but at 840 a guy came over wan scan but i say " sorry pls come tml n we at here till sun" ... he not happy complaint to e store manager come over f...king barking at us.. that a very standard thing we always do kp 15-30min early before closing. cos of that i been replace off for rest of day "=!! f..k... angry... lucky i got other job lobang come up or else i be dead not working for 3day..!!! my mom bday on 21th i went to work jo office than at night drop down to jp look ard n buy my mom 2 slice mango cake.. celeb for her late night.. :))

next day went to ph check pay n meet my laolao... loll went to meet my lover n sim kor... loll have pasta maian eat till my pink polo shirt got de sauce so went to baleno actuall i jus wan spend $5 cheap de buy they say that polo nicer cost..
till 6 plus go chinatown awhile than send laolao go work im go home striaght mt mom at gekpoh have dinner.. buy a milk bottle gonna prank e bday ger casper tonight at cnc.. n buy lot of other staff..

tonight gonna have lots of fun cos theres 15ppl will be coming down.. not jus celeb cas bday also gathering.. hahaaa.. will be ton till next day.. 24th may.. PARTY...:)))
finding a full time job... $$$ tide... loll


missing some1 always in my mind..:))

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
9:47 AM

being so busy n lazy to update till now really write again.. past few month few wk i was working n working.. telling some1 i LIKE U.. having crush to you.. missing you.. spending de lonely vanletine with buddy till dawn... loll i like U missU, but u are just too busy with yr things.. trying to leave u alone is all i able do..

kn a kbox frenx.. xiao si change name to xiao Qi.. not bad person as frenx happy go lucky person.. suprise my sch senior, ah lian that change alot.. hahaa being close to kbox few frens but some of them have quit their job.. ohh.. getting bored again.. hahaa...

today march 10 xiao Qi treat me eat waffles n prawn noodles waited till i straving after eat bloated... she really can eat still order wings n drums from me still got ice cream.. crazy38.. hahaa..

now everywher are cutting cost.. nuss also cuting labour cost till i now no schdule from ther.. diee... hard life now.. boring...

end here... AMY=IMY

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, January 6, 2009
7:43 AM






before this day come i kp thinking how i gonna celeb my bday.. afraid that no 1 rmb, our clicks frenship now also hav some prob,, feel sad.. loll.. indeed really suprise that they all came out help me celeb.. but i plan the outing myself... but overall still very fun.. i went to orchard find xj xh.. xh at hillton bought 5 slice of different cake for me,, cost bomb bax. next we went to cityhall meet up other kl,jia wei,jasmine,kei arrive we went to new york have dinner ard 6plus.. eat till very full than head down to pub at chinatown.. eric, sam, yt, cas are ther.. not alot of ppl at that pub. jia wei n jas went home first to completed the project so didnt join us.. while goin saw doreen outside de hotel waiting for de bf..

reach de pub ah hao came join us.. saw them, order 1 martell for $128 so cheap.. hahaa... eric recomm 1 ger melissa(27) to me but she look drunk like brain empty lor.. but she same day bday with me.. talk to her like talking to wall.. ard 10 plus eric sam call for e high song.. LOW... we all went out from our sit and dance all we can.. tired too... we play n dance, play till kissing each other..!! play till i give my first kiss to xh lor.. OMG.. hahaa.. till 11 plus kei n ah hao went home.. 12 plus xj went home.. we went home ard 2 am plus.. kl n xh took cab home.. we went home by sam frenz car..

tue afternoon went back to sch after that go makan with jelly n ah sim at MS.. they treat.. hahaa...

** receive 25 bday wish
**
present- 1 small crumbler bag.. woohhs(kl n xh)..
1 watch (jas n jia wei)
a shirt (cas)
5 slice cake (xh)
1 coffee cake
soeul garden treat & cake ( jelly n ah sim)
thanks for the celebtion n present n accompany...
thousand of thanks YOU..
LOVE U guys forever...
frenz forever...:))
hope U guy are happy got me as frenx tOO>>>

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, December 8, 2008
8:20 AM

on wed 3dec after work kei n i went to shop shop slack.. till nite meet out aisyah joring aiza we go hav dinner at raffles hotel each person paid $12.. hahaa okk valueble... than i went down to far east plaza find toyomi cos she bought 1 braclet wan me see whether it suit her.. dotss.. so when down see call her cut short de length than she wear it nice jiu go off.. so i went down clack quay find kei aiza they all drink awhile.. next day work morning.. thurs finish work meet up xj go hillton find xh n kl actuall though talk bout log book but end up hav dinner at ther.. when we reach we met them outside chat awhile xh see me like wanna cry lor too miss me le..!! loll... after finish our dinner we wan our bill but kl say ther no bill huh we shock cos thought only dessert are free but over all are free meal.. really thanks... than we surprise meet out casper.. hahaa.. than we went down to far east shop kei bought jacket.. than went home..

fri got wedding function i work 2-12plus.. we set up nicely ard 6plus rain heavily till we all got wet.. so we hav to set up level 4 backup rm ready and move everything down.. wth... although very busy and crop up but still ther fun.. hahaa... de marry couple de guy quite old 40-50 plus but de lady only less 30... all uncle old gap but they are rich.. they bring their own liquor eg. martell 3L 2bottles n some small bottles XO... we shock when we saw that they really gonna drink till not goin home.. loll... we left ther 10plus go up set up our restau for tml breakfast...

sat my last day of work.. de manager call me leave ard 1pm but i do my last pack till 4plus go home.. my colleg don wanna let me go cos they wanna throw me down de pool.. hahaa but i run off alred.. bring some thing home than nite go out hav dinner with toyomi, mei ling they all.. after dinner i go drink at chinatown 10plus with eric n other 2 frenz... than 12 they start play hip hop music than we dance till all ppl are looking at us... i still cant believe i dance till that way...!!! we leave 2plus go mac sit awhile but i very tired went vomit... than eric fren look after me.. hahaa... always drunk got ppl will look after...:)

sun slp till 4pm plus wake up go help grand ma buy 4D.. at nite have dinner bro came back home quarrel with me give me 1 tigh slap n punch jus because i own him $20 n talk back to him back... i will rmb that...

i hate own ppl money fucking idiot...

looking for part time job now...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
6:43 AM

wow really happy n excited for the pizza hut DnD.. so i took off today n wed.. after work for so many years... have work for 3yr plus le so wilson decide let me go.. meet up at suntec city grandball room waiting for other colleg n wu dan manager... all china frenz but they dress up woo..~ dosent look like 1.. wear so stylelo arrive got wu dan,jasmine,jane,alica,jing jing,ma lu,nini, plus 2 frenx of wudan... hav great fun...

saw old frenz uncle Ong, syukri,Ila, auntys from jp..:)

even like having gf that nite,, jasmine sit beside me, will tak food for me, hold my hand, lied on me... hahaa... but her bf is siting behind us.. all say i wear like guy lor..

seeing de perform very fun even got star came ponsak n lee xin yu..

we stay till 1am plus than tak cab home.. wow cab fare $28..

expressing the emptiness inside me..